As I look over the photos of the old faces in old routines of old places I wonder, and its nothing special, what I wonder. They're in another time, another world, living wildly on whatever vices lie in wait beyond the corner, beyond the night. I wonder if they would recognize me now, after these years and habits kicked; my hardened heart has grown soft again, and so has my face. Strangers used to think I was much, much older than I am, and now they think Im younger. I see Soup shooting pool at the John and he still has his one black glasses lense over his one bad eye. Greenteeth Sean grew a beard and no longer resembles himself, the himself I knew. Some change and some stay the same, but new orleans will always be another time, another place, where the clocks dont even tick despite the sun's passing. I hear stories of of stabbings and derailed freight trains; a 5AM head-shave from a crackhead while blacked out in a barber shop, waking up in the gutter with broken ribs. rapings and near-kidnappings and an angry junkie with a lead pipe. I remember the girls I made sing before I broke their hearts on a bottle of gin, and the big black gay pianist who loved me, but I cant remember his name. The street was easy and the hustles were plenty, and getting drunk was free, and if not, cheap. Crack was everywhere and I was halfway to hell pushing steel wool in a broken glass tube. I can miss it, but a well of bad jazz pours out of my guts and I remember being half conscious outside a convenience store, wanting someone to call the cops for me because the clerk wouldnt let my bloody body step foot inside.